Need to eat less. Fuck I’m expanding

I need a change in playlist. This melancholy music has been replaying in my head for days.

Is it even a need or a want?

As I breathed the morning air, I startled upon the thought of an unstable night. A night filled with both pleasant & unpleasant dreams. I felt mostly uneasy.

My head is in a state of exhaustion yet a part of me is refraining from sleeping. I stare out the bus window looking at the sky change from dark to pale blue. Constantly changing thoughts in my mind, dreams, work, last night & my novel. I wish I’m home sleeping in the comfort of my sheets with The Fray on replay, but I’m not hating this either. In fact I enjoy long rides to the zoo. Maybe it’s time to indulge in my Smoked Salmon Focaccia.

16/3, probably one of the bad days in a sack of the good ones. I suffered, unwillingly, unknowingly. Why? I blame 2 things, the system & myself. Only if i was more attentive & serious, only if I was able to pick up tactics fast. Only if the fucking system was more practical & cheaper, only if its aim was to teach & not to rob. Oh fuck, because of this, I screwed up a perfectly good connection. Oh well, I see no use in dwelling, I figured a few ways out. 

• I have 50 bucks to feed myself till the end of the month - 10 days
• I can delay my booking of TP till end of March, book 2 more lessons.
• Borrow 200 from Mom with an assurance of payback guarantee. 
• Borrow money from Alex with an assurance of payback guarantee.

Well, I can let money to be the root of all my problems. Have a fantastic weekend, guys. 

(Source: joe65, via gerryd)

WTF I SAW A DAY TO REMEMBER LIVE, I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW. 

(via i-wanna-be-just-like-you)

I am beyond crazy. Alcohol oh alcohol. 

Everynight, I just think of calling you to befriend you again. I just want to be there for you. Thats all. 

(Source: takkesah, via akutakut-relationship)

Despite me missing my bestbud, I think I am generally happier, single.

(via themainedaily)

Laziest day of the week, also known as one of the best days this week. Simple yet pretty nice. Went for mass with my bud, slept, ate, slept again. Then headed to work. Drank with the manager after work with accompanied friends & acquaintances. I really thank everyone who have been around me, for the past week. Ya’ll are the people that make me wanna leave my bed every morning, the ones that keep me crying everynight.

I miss us. 

Miss you

How am i suppose to watch Big Bang Theory without you? 

I don’t know why god make us forget the people we once love. Why is love so beautiful yet so hard? 

Thanks for the memories